Almost 11 months ago, I was told that he has married. Devastated, crushed and gush of terrible heartbroken starts to tear me inside out. It took me nearly a week to buckle up and accept the facts that he’s married now. The girl is superb,tip top and yeah, has more to offer rather than the plain me. They are expecting a baby soon. All the best for his family.

I believe that Allah has planned something better for me in the future so I decided to move on (took some time but it’s okay,as long as you try). Apparently, I feel a lot calmer now. Who says you can die from a broken heart?

Remember Allah, and He shall remember you too. Alhamdulillah for the every breathe of air which I’m breathing right now and for every seconds I’m living.
Counting each day as a blessing and I guess that’s why they said “enjoy your life to the fullest”.

The end of my early morning ramblings. πŸ˜›

keep ON trying

It’s mid july and ramadhan is coming to an end. To be exact,there’s still 6 days left or so. This year’s ramadhan has been so quick and flashy. I hope to meet ramadhan again next year,insha Allah.
I was having my internship during this time of the year. Now, I’ve been teaching at the same school for almost 7 months. Blessed to get the job. Plenty of new experiences and challenges as well as unforgettable memories. Tcahh, should I include the annoying stages of bureaucracy? Teaching without passion,kills you. Although I do feels like quitting at certain time, when I looked back at those time where my teachers never stop believing in me I do feels like I have no enough passion to be an educator like them.
Someone said that “to like your job is to love your job/to love your job is to like your job” (messed up, just typed what’s on my mind).

P:s traveling alone wed-thu (gosh, I am panicking…do I have the panic attack disorder?)
P:s:s will definitely visit Jakel and Jalan TAR

4 weeks of Internship.

It’s day four of week 4 of my internship.


So far I’ve been doing some office work which is irrelevant but I think it’s a good experience.


I’m trying to love my internship days and hopefully I’ll sail smoothly (hopes for an A, :P)

And, in a fortnight Muslims around the globe will be celebrating Eid-ul Fitri. πŸ™‚ Have a blessed Ramadhan ahead peeps.Β 

The end is near.

I don’t know how further should I express my feelings. Too much emotions to deal with and not to mention all those dramas of life which in my point of view, some aren’t necessary at all. However, I’ll try to enjoy my remaining days here. Thank you dear mates and ‘friends’.

My internship starts on July 1st, 2013. Owh, I’m nervous. πŸ˜›

My so-called-backpacking-plans to New Caledonia

By the end of next month, I’ll be hitting the sacred number ’22’. Arghh, 10 years ago I was merely 12 years old. Β I’ve always wanted to travel, the backpacking style…alone. Hopefully dad allows it-lah. Since I’m living in Langkawi, there are only two modes of transportation to get outta here, basically to get to the mainland, 1- By ferry 2- By air.

New Caledonia. This place of interest first comes into picture while I was going through my French textbook, Tapis Volant. My future backpacking plans:

1- Fly from Langkawi to Kuala Lumpur. Well, to save up the budget I could just take a ferry from Jetty Kuah to Jetty Kuala Perlis (ticket would be RM18 or USD 5.80). Then from Kuala Perlis I could ride express coach to Kuala Lumpur, the Puduraya bus terminal would be an ideal stop since it is nearby to the lrt stations. A bus ride from Kuala Perlis to Puduraya terminal would cost around RM45 or USD 14.50. From Puduraya I can straight-away take a cab to the airport or get myself to KL Sentral (train station) via LRT. From KL Sentral I can later enjoy another ERL ride to KLIA or LCCT, depending on the flight ticket lah. But I will need to plan wisely if I am traveling by land to Kuala Lumpur as I might not want to miss my flight.

2- Kuala Lumpur to Sydney. And from Sydney to Brisbane. And after 5 hours or so I’ll be landing in La Tontouta International Airport, Noumea.

3- And the journey begins.

Wow, seems legit aite?